Not sure why I am doing this.  It's 1:30 in the morning and I can't sleep again.  Tonight's dilemma - kids.  I have two girls, 14 and 17.  Both wonderful girls in their own way.  Last night I got the dreaded email from the older one about how I was not living up to her expectations as a Mom.  As if I hadn't already figured that out from her attitude lately.